Beauty is only skin deep/.

» Wednesday, November 05, 2003

first of all, lemme announce that...i passed!! even though i scored the lowest out of the 4, i'm happy. cos it's a personal improvement for me too! i got commended. my technique wasn't exactly very good. mainly 6/10. but music totally rocked. 4&5/5. expression, the same ol 3/5. dance study, 7/10. so that was good. anyway, i got a freakin 65/100! happy happy...whoo!

neway, after dancing for about an hour on pointe, ms sharon was like, 'ok! come here and open your results infront of me!' and 4 of us were like, nicely taking our time. pretend go and drink water. funny shit. then after that, wah, she brought cake all! funny. so like, yeah, left after that. took a cab with liting, charmayne and debby. came home and showered in pain cos i've got 3 brand new blisters!! -rejoice..not- damn it ok. it's so freakin pain. so let's see, that'll be a total of 6 blisters for me now. g-r-e-a-t.

i'm so happy ok! the rest got distinctions. aiya, i got a commended, improved from a merit. i'm happy. but then, now comes grade8. which she's pretty reluctant to send us in for. cos it's actually not necessary. unless you wanna finish the package. mm, don't really wanna do it also. oh well, we'll see.

righty. so there's cca tmr. i needa buy plasters. shit. and there's meeting. great.

» Tuesday, November 04, 2003

panicking right now...exam results are out. i am shit scared. i'm suddenly thinking of all the reasons why i might fail it. then i'm thinking of the reasons why i'll pass. omg!!! i am so so scared. how?! if i fail, it's like, 800 bucks gone down the freakin drain! omg omg omg. how ah? wanchee told me not to worry but how not to?!!!! oh goodness...i really don't wanna get the results...tonight, after dancing from 8-930, then i'll get my results. oh sheesh. can't she just give it to me straight away so i can run away and not need to dance for one and a half hours?! argh...charmayne and i were discussing whether to go or not. and we both don't wanna go. but that mother of mine told me to say that it was too far. and what will happen? my teacher will ask me to get there myself. so what's the freakin point?! i wanna fall sick now. NOW NOW NOW!

oh man.....ok i think i really needa calm down. think positive sa! whoo. i mean, i don't think i actually did that badly? mm...well ok. i really hope to get through this exam. i must get through. not only for myself, but for my parents and my brother(long story how he got involved) too. k i prayed in the car before the exam. so that means the big guy up there helped me too. so i will get through! ok i think i'm going nuts. schizo...

» Sunday, November 02, 2003

sunday. had debate meeting in the morning. was bored outta my wits. then later, went for mass with nicole, ryan, ben, shep, timothy, jason(?). ya i have no idea who else. and i already went for mass yesterday. ugh. oh well, after mass, went to ps. ate at yoshinoya. some ppl complaining bout how bad the food was. shuddup la! irritating. then later, tim and ryan left. 4 of us wenta watch uptown girls. i shld have gone home too man. was so bloody bored. (if u know wadda i mean) then later, not enough, shep still wanted to eat ice cream at mac. at siglap. made him pay for cab fare. shared a cab with ben. came home, wanted to sleep so badly but i couldn't sleep. bloody shit.

currently at a loss of what to do. yes it's that boring. i wanna watch the korean vcd. but i'll get so upset. cos it's damn sad. -sniffs-

life is like a vacuum cleaner, it sucks